Why so serious?

Mi Love ♥
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Browsing the web

staying up late to catch anyone from back home I can talk to.
Feeling very motivated to start doing videoblogs and stuff on youtube.
Also noticing that some people take themselves way too seriously.

I want to go home so I can start on at least one of the many ideas I have.

Tomorrow is shopping,
I have five hundred dollars left
and a few more people to buy gifts for.
So I'll hopefully be able to buy a decent amount of clothes.
I get so overwhelmed when i go shopping.
I don't know what to look at first,

I want everything I like,
I don't think about prices
and then I am broke.
blahhh Confessions of a rogue shopper.

My back hurts from sitting in this position and I want a cigarette.
Updates as soon as I get bored enough to do so!
(:
▲iMar

Letters from Korea.

Sitting on the couch at the apartment.

In Korea Of course.
Conor is using Jason's computer

as I study the Korean alphabet.
Feeling kind of down.
One thing that hasn't changed in my life

is my dislike for the people I let in.
Skimming through facebook helped me realize this.
I can't wait for Drew to come back.

I have so many things I would like to talk to him about.
hmm.

I find myself questioning things lately.

questioning where I am

where I'm going
who I'm with.
Everything.
I have a mental health appointment in May
although my episodes have subsided for the time being.
I'm back to being unconcerned about whatever it is that is wrong with me.
I'd love to smoke some grass right now.
auh.

Tonight is the staff Christmas party for Tylor's work.
Going to a bar with the boys and girls.
probably won't drink much.
May just.

We'll see I guess.
Phone's all charged so we;ll get some pictures.

I need to write a super personal feelings blog at some point before I explode.
Drew's the only person I feel like talking to about it and I'm not sure I can wait till he comes back.
Either way, glad we're going to continue on as bffs
:3

▲iMar