That Just happened.

Marlee: (holds up a bent up bobby pin)

"I made a (=_=?) Joint arm thing?

Conor: "A roach clip-

Marlee: XD "HAHAHA!"

I believe is the term you are looking for..."

-My god.

-Stoned.

▲iMar

When you go...

Would you have the guts to say

"I don't love you,

like I loved you,

yesterday."

Try Honesty.

At this point in my life I've learned quite a bit.

Being honest is the best policy.

However,
when saying things to people's faces
that will clearly result in confrontation

it's best to hold your tongue.

If you need to write it down, that helps to get it out of your system

and if it's a fight you want then go right ahead.

But my search for a greater sense of self respect in check

Unnecessary confrontation is not something I'd like to give myself..

I'd like to take to blogging about things I would like to say,

rather then actually having pointless arguments

with people that will never see what they're really doing.

If these people ever come across my quotations

That is the reason that i wrote it here

and didn't start anything with you.

Weather I write it down or keep it in my head

my thoughts still exist

so deal with it.

~ Lindsay = you being a douche bag.
I'd like to say find me when you make up your goddamn mind,

come to your senses and get that poisonous control freak out of your life.
but the third time around I'm tired of your Dr. Jeckle and Mr. Hyde charade.
I'm afraid you're never going to change because you don't learn from your mistake.
Late in life when you're misrable
you'll have no one to blame but yourself

but you'll probably never own up to that.
▲iMar

Trouble in paradise.

False alarm please?

Why so serious?

Mi Love ♥
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Browsing the web

staying up late to catch anyone from back home I can talk to.
Feeling very motivated to start doing videoblogs and stuff on youtube.
Also noticing that some people take themselves way too seriously.

I want to go home so I can start on at least one of the many ideas I have.

Tomorrow is shopping,
I have five hundred dollars left
and a few more people to buy gifts for.
So I'll hopefully be able to buy a decent amount of clothes.
I get so overwhelmed when i go shopping.
I don't know what to look at first,

I want everything I like,
I don't think about prices
and then I am broke.
blahhh Confessions of a rogue shopper.

My back hurts from sitting in this position and I want a cigarette.
Updates as soon as I get bored enough to do so!
(:
▲iMar

Letters from Korea.

Sitting on the couch at the apartment.

In Korea Of course.
Conor is using Jason's computer

as I study the Korean alphabet.
Feeling kind of down.
One thing that hasn't changed in my life

is my dislike for the people I let in.
Skimming through facebook helped me realize this.
I can't wait for Drew to come back.

I have so many things I would like to talk to him about.
hmm.

I find myself questioning things lately.

questioning where I am

where I'm going
who I'm with.
Everything.
I have a mental health appointment in May
although my episodes have subsided for the time being.
I'm back to being unconcerned about whatever it is that is wrong with me.
I'd love to smoke some grass right now.
auh.

Tonight is the staff Christmas party for Tylor's work.
Going to a bar with the boys and girls.
probably won't drink much.
May just.

We'll see I guess.
Phone's all charged so we;ll get some pictures.

I need to write a super personal feelings blog at some point before I explode.
Drew's the only person I feel like talking to about it and I'm not sure I can wait till he comes back.
Either way, glad we're going to continue on as bffs
:3

▲iMar

Some Quotes.

“There are some people who meet somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don’t go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who cherishes you forever.”

“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.”

~ Gabrielita

Risk more than others think is safe.

Care more than others think is wise.

Dream more than others think is practical.

Expect more than others think is possible.

~ Claude Bissell